I am feeling especially weird right now and for some reason, I can't write it in my journal. I'm afraid I've already bombarded the world with enough of my "oh he's broken my heart" melodrama, so, I shall bombard it from another location. How gracious of me. Nonetheless, I feel slightly foolish. When I started "seeing" this new guy, I was very cautious. I meant every word of it when I said "I'll see what happens" but then what I began to see was this amazing person who was spontaneous, sweet and irresistably sexy. I couldn't even put into words how amazing he was.

Night after night we would speak on the phone. Knowing him for a couple of months felt as though I had known him forever because we spoke so much. Now we're down to "so uhhh... how was uni?" and then some chick would call him and he'd ditch me to speak to her. How lovely eh? Nothing makes a girl feel more special than to be ditched without actually being ditched, to hang without knowing exactly what she's hanging onto. I thought I had learnt my lesson. I thought I had finally realised that throwing myself into sea as fish bait for all them damn fish in the sea they always talk about is really silly because those fish are just sharks... Or very hungry fish who bite the bait and take off like clever little sea creatures.

My entries here will never make sense.